Let me be the first to say that I know deep down I haven't always been the best person/friend/sister. . . . . . .
The love that we withhold and are shown since birth can sometimes get lost amongst the racing - almost betrayed ways of the world. Understanding, compassion, and truth get lost and adrift when we consume ourselves only around the ME ME ME-ness of our society. "What will make ME happy?" or the now, sadly too common - "What is in it for me?"
Feeling that we, as individuals are supposed to know our place here in our human form on earth, some of us tend to lose ourselves as spiritual individuals, and lose out on the most important tributes life here has to offer: Love
LOVE comes in many different expressions: from holding the door open for a stranger - to falling asleep next to your partner in life, or providing companionship for all and not judging anyone and giving without expecting anything in return. I can't say forever, but as far back as the fifth grade I have felt some of these unlatching - being stripped away, and then eventually turning me into another one of the hustling aristocrats out there today... I thought I knew what I wanted to become or how I should be.... but surrounding me all along was everything I needed-truth in friends, true love (within oneself), and the one and only mighty God. Now, I'm not referring to God as the Jesus that represents Christianity, but the Creator of all. After many tribulations, and being put through so many tasks of worldly responsibility at such a young age, the roller coaster of human life burdens only just began for me at 11....now, I'm not using this in any way as an excuse for the hurt I've inflicted onto others; however, not until the last year or so have I had such an unveiling of truth. The truth of love and it's power it can have to bring us back into ourselves as an open rose, unveiling our own self to be exposed and truthful. As humans we go through cycles just like a rose. Changing and reemerging into something beautiful again, only when we choose truth, love, and light... While we are here, I've learned to love without receiving and live without waiting to die.... I hope each of you know what you mean to me and how much I love all of you for still loving me, even though I'm still learning on how to be - Me...
The love that we withhold and are shown since birth can sometimes get lost amongst the racing - almost betrayed ways of the world. Understanding, compassion, and truth get lost and adrift when we consume ourselves only around the ME ME ME-ness of our society. "What will make ME happy?" or the now, sadly too common - "What is in it for me?"
Feeling that we, as individuals are supposed to know our place here in our human form on earth, some of us tend to lose ourselves as spiritual individuals, and lose out on the most important tributes life here has to offer: Love
LOVE comes in many different expressions: from holding the door open for a stranger - to falling asleep next to your partner in life, or providing companionship for all and not judging anyone and giving without expecting anything in return. I can't say forever, but as far back as the fifth grade I have felt some of these unlatching - being stripped away, and then eventually turning me into another one of the hustling aristocrats out there today... I thought I knew what I wanted to become or how I should be.... but surrounding me all along was everything I needed-truth in friends, true love (within oneself), and the one and only mighty God. Now, I'm not referring to God as the Jesus that represents Christianity, but the Creator of all. After many tribulations, and being put through so many tasks of worldly responsibility at such a young age, the roller coaster of human life burdens only just began for me at 11....now, I'm not using this in any way as an excuse for the hurt I've inflicted onto others; however, not until the last year or so have I had such an unveiling of truth. The truth of love and it's power it can have to bring us back into ourselves as an open rose, unveiling our own self to be exposed and truthful. As humans we go through cycles just like a rose. Changing and reemerging into something beautiful again, only when we choose truth, love, and light... While we are here, I've learned to love without receiving and live without waiting to die.... I hope each of you know what you mean to me and how much I love all of you for still loving me, even though I'm still learning on how to be - Me...
(Isn't she a beauty-inside and out)
I give Thanks, Health, and Love to my older sister, Krista
(She took me to my first concert-NKOTB: New Kids On The Block!
(Hey what's so funny they WERE cool once)
I give Thanks, Apologies, and Love to my wonderful friend Christine(10 yrs outta high school and she still rocks!)
(Wassup! Wassup!)
(aka "Baby Daddy")
I give Thanks, New Beginnings, and Love for my partner's mama, Kat
(aka Sue)
I give Thanks, Hope, and Love for my lil' family that once was of 3
(and give Thanks, Hope, and Love for the upcoming family of 4)
I give Thanks, Peace, and Love to my mom, daughter, & Grandpa Reynolds
(Wish we got to know each other more - Rest In Peace)
I give Thanks, Health, and Love to my grandma, Anne
(I am her namesake as she would say)
I give Thanks, Health, and Love to my dad, stepmom, and stepbrother
(Heres to many more adventures)
~There are many more of you out there, and I am thankful for you all for befriending, caring, and loving me or better yet putting up with me! We are spirits in human bodies... let's love & live for living & praise one another!
To Life, Love and Living!
PEACE